Intro: D Bm Gbm G

Verse 1:
D                     Bm                               Gbm
 Used to do it all so pure for the love of the song no more
                       G                     D
Now I think about an applause when I open my mouth
                   Bm                       Gbm
I've abandoned my emotions, I've isolated myself
                        G                                D
When I see my mother in pain, wish I could feel what she felt

Pre-chorus:
            Bm                 Gbm
And I don't know what this all means
              G                         D
What this all means? It don't feel like me

Verse 2:
                         Bm                             Gbm
And sometimes, I get insecure, so I wear a dress on the town
                   G                             D
Hope a man notices me, I don't know, it makes me proud
                  Bm                          Gbm
I get jealous and I see myself in my sister's eyes
                             G                           D
At least she can have a good time, at least she can calm down

Pre-chorus:
      A     Bm                 Gbm
And I don't know what this all means
              G                         D
What this all means? It don't feel like me
      A    Bm                       Gbm
And you      won't give you let the deal
             G            Gbm
I wish I was real, I wish I was

Chorus:
Em                         A
  I think about it all the time
D               A             Bm
 What I've been doing with my life
Em                             A
 'Cause when it calls me back again
D          A         Bm
 I hope it meant something
Em               A
  I hope it meant something

Verse 3:
D                        Bm                            Gbm
 I've been losing all my friends, stepping up onto the ledge
                     G                         D
Thinking I can be an angel, but keep falling instead
                        Bm                          Gbm
Find it hard to stay connected when I wanna feel protected
                  G                  Gbm
So hold me, won't you? Just hold me 'cause

Chorus:
Em                         A
  I think about it all the time
D               A             Bm
 What I've been doing with my life
Em                             A
 'Cause when it calls me back again
D          A         Bm
 I hope it meant something, oh
Em                         A
  I think about it all the time, no
D               A             Bm
 What I've been doing with my life
Em                             A
 'Cause when it calls me back again
D          A         Bm
 I hope it meant something
Em              Gm
  I hope I meant  something

Outro:
D                         Bm
 I don't know the meaning of
                 Gbm
Anything in this song
                G
Just wanna feel special

I just wanna feel
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