Chorus:
F                        Am
 I don't see you like I should
                      G
You look so misunderstood
                  Em
And I wish I could help

But it's hard when I hate myself


F                          Am
 Pray to God with my arms open
                            G
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
                 Em
And I wish I could help
-nc-
But it's hard when I hate myself

Verse 1:
 F
Yeah, late nights are the worst for me

They bring out the worst in me
                      Am
Mind runnin', got me feelin' like it hurts to think

If this is all that I wanted, I don't want it, gotta be more for me
         G
All the core beliefs

And every mornin' I wake up and feel like I am not worth it 'cause I'm at war with peace
         Em
I go to Hell, walk up to the corpse of me

Look at the body like, "You ain't nothin' but poor and weak"
             F
It's kinda weird

Lately I been feelin' like the only way for me to get away is if I pour the drink
              Am
That's more deceit, more defeat

Is this really what I'm born to be?
                                                 G
That's what you get for thinkin' you're unique

So poor, but I'm so wealthy
 G
Need help, but you can't help me
                  Em
What else can the world sell me?

Tell me lies, I still buy 'em like they're goin' outta stock
Em
But it's not healthy

Chorus:
F                        Am
 I don't see you like I should
                      G
You look so misunderstood
                  Em
And I wish I could help

But it's hard when I hate myself

F                          Am
 Pray to God with my arms open
                            G
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
                 Em
And I wish I could help
-nc-
But it's hard when I hate myself

Verse 2:
  F
Yeah, late nights get the best of me

They know how to get to me
                Am
Suicide thoughts come and go like a guest to me

But I don't wanna die, I just wanna get relief
          G
So don't talk to me like you think I'm so successful

What is success when hope has left you?
     Em
I am not a spokesman, I'm a broken record

I'm sick of doin' interviews 'cause I hate myself, agh!
F
 Come across like it's so easy

But I feel like you don't need me
                      Am
When I feel like you don't need me

Then I feel like you don't see me
                                     G
And my life has no meaning, drain me

Hands out, tryna ask for love
G
But when I get it, I just pass it up
                                 Em
Throw it away and think about it later

Diggin' through the trash for drugs
Em
Wish I could give you what you needed, but I can't

I'm scared because

Chorus:
F                        Am
 I don't see you like I should
                      G
You look so misunderstood
                  Em
And I wish I could help

But it's hard when I hate myself

F                          Am
 Pray to God with my arms open
                            G
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
                  Em
And I wish I could help
-nc-
But it's hard when I hate myself

Verse 3:
F
I walk through the ashes of my passions
                                         Am
Reminiscin' with the baggage in my casket

Get lost in the questions I can't answer
                                          G
Can't stand who I am, but it don't matter

We scream to be free, but I stay captured
                                     Em
Knee-deep in defeat of my own actions

Feel weak, but the peace that I keep lacking
                                          F
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
                    Am
But I can't have it
                                          G
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it
                    Em
But I can't have it
-nc-
Keeps speakin' to me, but I can't have it

Chorus:
F                         Am
  I don't see you like I should
                      G
You look so misunderstood
                  Em
And I wish I could help

But it's hard when I hate myself
F                           Am
  Pray to God with my arms open
                              G
If this is it, then I feel hopeless
                  Em
And I wish I could help
                                  F
But it's hard when I hate myself
          Am
Hate myself
                               G
But it's hard when I hate myself
          Em
Hate myself
                                F
But it's hard when I hate myself

Outro:
                  Am
When I hate myself
                                  G
It's kinda hard when I hate myself
             Em
I hate myself
                      -nc-
It's hard when I hate myself