Intro: Dbm   A   E   B

Verse 1:
Dbm                     A
Same ceiling, different day, oh
    E
I'm awake so
           B
Stay on my phone for fourteen hours again
Dbm                       A
Same lucky charms, in the same bowl
             E
Look for rainbows
            B
But all the colors just go grey in the end

Pre-chorus:
Dbm                    A
Wish I could say, wish I could say
E                       B
That this won't last forever
Dbm                A
But every day, but every day
E                     B
It never seems to get better

Chorus:
Dbm                       A
I hate myself but I don't want to
E                            B
I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
Dbm                           A
I got some feelings I've been fighting
       E          B
Always hiding the truth
                                  Dbm
I hate myself but I don't want to

Verse 2:
                         A
Friends say that I'm dramatic
         E
That I'm acting
               B
Yeah, I'm just looking for attention again
Dbm                             A
I never thought that this would happen
      E
Kinda sad when
             B
When all you got is just a voice in your head

Pre-chorus:
Dbm                    A
Wish I could say, wish I could say
E                       B
That this won't last forever
Dbm                A
But every day, but every day
E                     B
It never seems to get better

Chorus:
Dbm                       A
I hate myself but I don't want to
E                            B
I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
Dbm                           A
I got some feelings I've been fighting
       E          B
Always hiding the truth
                          Dbm
I hate myself but I don't want to
A                         E        B
I hate myself but I don't want to

Bridge:
              Dbm     A
I don't wanna live my life like this
E                 B
Going through the motions
Dbm                    A
I don't wanna live my life like this
E              B
Always feeling broken

Chorus:
Dbm                       A
I hate myself but I don't want to
E                            B
I'd ask for help but I'm too strong to
Dbm                           A
I got some feelings I've been fighting
       E          B
Always hiding the truth
                          Dbm
I hate myself but I don't want to
A                         E
I hate myself but I don't want to
B                         Dbm
I hate myself but I don't want to
A                         E        B
I hate myself but I don't want to
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