Verse 1:
C                      Fmaj7
I can only take a compliment
          Cmaj7
From a stranger
C               Fmaj7           Cmaj7       C7
I don't trust the people who are closest to me
             Am7
To tell the truth
Am7                            Bb
'Cause what if they're just saving my feelings?
Am7
And they pity me
                        Abmaj7
So they just say what's nice

Chorus:
C         G
I enjoy abuse
                         Am7
Because if you're mean to me
                              Abmaj7
I can trust you'll tell the truth
C         G
I enjoy abuse
                      Am7
'Cause I feel like I deserve it
       C7
Do I deserve it?
       Fmaj7             G
Do I deserve it?

Verse 2:
C                   Fmaj7
I crave affection constantly
    Cmaj7         Am7
But then once I get it
C              Fmaj7
I'll remain unsatisfied
          Cmaj7           Am7             C7
And there's nothing I can do to fill the hole
       Am7             Bb
That's gaping inside me
          Am7
That is there because
                     Abmaj7
I have no real self-worth

Chorus:
C         G
I enjoy abuse
                         Am7
Because if you're mean to me
                              Abmaj7
I can trust you'll tell the truth
C         G
I enjoy abuse
                      Am7
'Cause I feel like I deserve it
       C7
Do I deserve it?
       Fmaj7             G
Do I deserve it?

Bridge:
D5                G                           F
I've had so many friends who've left me on a whim
              C                         Am7
Suddenly cut ties for reasons that I can't explain
      Bb                          Am7
And yet I end up feeling I'm the one to blame

          Abmaj7             Ab
'Cause if everybody loved me
                           Am7
I must be doing something wrong, right?
 Bbm           Bb               C
It's the only thing I think of at night
C7                              Am        F    G#maj
People shouldn't make the same mistake twice

But...
C  Am    F
I enjoy abuse