Intro: Dm Bb F Gm

Verse 1:
Dm                           Bb
Feels like it's rained in my head for a hundred days
 F                            Gm
(Feels like it's rained in my head for a hundred days)
Dm                        Bb
Stare in the mirror and I look for another face
F                          Gm
(Stare in the mirror and I look for another face)
Dm                     Bb
And I get so tired of putting out fires and making up lies
F                                       Gm
Checking my eyes for some kinda light, but

Nothing's inside and it
Dm                           Bb                      F   Gm
Feels like it's rained in my head for a hundred days

Chorus:
    Bb      Gm              Dm
And I say I hate you when I don't
          C                Bb
Push you when you get too close
              Gm                 Dm
It's hard to laugh when I'm the joke
             C
But I can't do this on my—
Bb            Gm             Dm            C
Only you can save me from my lack of self-control
F                           Gm                         Bb
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go

Verse 2:
Dm                Bb
I've asked for forgiveness a hundred times
 F          Gm
(I've asked for forgiveness a hundred times)
Dm                        Bb
Believed it myself when I halfway apologized
F                           Gm
(Believed it myself when I halfway apologized)
Dm                                  Bb
And it's not unfair I'm asking for prayers, but nobody cares
F                                           Gm
Going nowhere like falling downstairs while everyone stares
Dm                                  Bb                          F Gm
No one's there when I've asked for forgiveness a hundred times

Chorus:
    Bb      Gm              Dm
And I say I hate you when I don't
          C                Bb
Push you when you get too close
              Gm                 Dm
It's hard to laugh when I'm the joke
             C
But I can't do this on my—
Bb            Gm             Dm            C
Only you can save me from my lack of self-control
F                           Gm                         Bb
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go

Bridge:
                      Gm
No, I'm just taking a shot
                       Dm
Ah, maybe I'm just too eager
                      C
Oh, maybe I lost the plot
                        Bb
Ha, I used to pity some people
                            Gm
I said they were missing a spine
                            Dm
Yeah, maybe the problem is ego

                                 C
Maybe the—, maybe the problem is mine

Really, I'm fine
              Bb
Don't get too intimate, don't get too curious
               Gm
This is just feeling like it's not that serious
                 Dm
Stare at the ceiling, feeling delirious
              C                                           Bb
xxxx all your empathy, I want your fury 'cause I will just (I will just)
                                  Gm
Tell you I'm better then, better then
                                 Dm
Spit out my medicine, medicine, ayy
                         Am
Drunk on adrenaline, -drenaline, ayy
                       Bb
And I don't know why I

Chorus:
  Bb    Gm                Dm
 say I hate you when I don't
          C                Bb
Push you when you get too close
              Gm                 Dm
It's hard to laugh when I'm the joke
             C
But I can't do this on my—
Bb            Gm             Dm            C
Only you can save me from my lack of self-control
Bb                Gm             Dm               C
And I won't make excuses for the pain I caused us both
Bb                Gm             Dm           C
So thank you for always standing by me even though
       Bb                      Gm
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go
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