Verse 1:
Gbm
i was just a kid but i learned much too fast
A
found the internet way too young, a scar that would last
D
And you know I hate thinking someone else did this to me
Bm
But I had all the resources because of your enabling
Gbm
And sometimes i wonder if i didn’t hurt so bad
A
Would I have been more lovable to my mom and my dad
D
if I went back in time to see six year old me
Db
Id say this xxxx does not get better, this is who you’re meant to be and

Chorus:
A
i'm a monster so you say and
Db
i do this on purpose anyway
Gbm
i need to feel this pain so i can
D
try to crawl away when you say my name
A
Hold me down and scream at me
Db
You said, this is where I deserve to be
Gbm
So keep pretending you love me
             D                                      A
And I’ll believe you although you never show it to me

Verse 2:
Gbm
“Wow you’re such a quiet kid” they all would say to me
A
Don’t call me an old soul when i’m just unhappy
D
You treated me like an adult when i was still so young
Bm
You ask what you did wrong but you xxxxxxx knew it all along
Gbm
i know that Ii was difficult or that’s how you felt
A
but i was told that i was selfish when i needed xxxxxxx help
D
i remember when i lied to you i ran away and hid
Bm
but you didn’t have to hurt me I was just a little kid
Db
i was just a little kid
             Db 
and now i'm still a little kid

Chorus:
A
I'm a monster so you say
Db
and I do this on purpose anyway
Gbm
I need to feel this pain so I can
D
try to crawl away when you say my name
A
Hold me down and scream at me
Db
You said this is where I deserve to be
Gbm
So keep pretending you love me
D
I’ll believe you, I’ll believe you

Outro:
A
I'm a monster so you say
Db7                     Db7
and I do this on purpose anyway
Gbm
I need to feel this pain so I can
D
try to crawl away when you say my name
A
Hold me down and scream at me
Db
You said this is where I deserve to be
Gbm 
So keep pretending you love me
         D                                      A
I’ll believe you but you’ll never show it to me