Intro: A D E D Verse 1: A This weekend I went to the doctor D And they checked my weight like they do every time E Took off my sweatshirt Stepped on the scale D Looked away and closed my eyes A I guess the nurse didn't see me D Cause she said it out loud E D And I felt like I couldn't breathe A D I was still the same size as I was just before she said it E D But my body felt heavier to me Bridge: A It's just a number D But old habits die so hard E D But I blame Tumblr and the year 20 A D E And my mother for as far back as I can remember D Talking xxxx about her body Interlude: A D E D But it's just a number Verse 2: A This weekend I went out shopping D Retail therapy, been a long week E Went through the sweatshirts And through the dresses D And I grabbed a couple jeans A D But the 6 didn't fit me, wouldn't go over my knees E D The 8 was still a bit too tight A D I tried to ignore that a year ago those would have fit E D And I went out and grabbed a bigger size Chorus: A It's just a number D But old habits die so hard E D And I blame Tumblr and the year 20 A D E D And my mother for as far back as I can remember Outro: A Oh how am I supposed to love you D When you make it so hard E D In every mirror all I see are the stretchmarks and scars A D E And will I always feel like I'm too much but not enough? D A I wish I could believe that it's really just a number D But old habits die so hard E And I blame Tumblr D A And the year 20
