Intro: Bb F Gm F Eb Verse 1: Bb F I'm gettin' older, I think I'm agin' well Gm F Eb I wish someone had told me I'd be doin' this by myself Bb F There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for Gm F Eb But it's different when a stranger's always waitin' at your door Cm F Which is ironic 'cause the strangers seem to want me more Bb F Gm Than anyone before -Anyone before- Cm Eb Too bad they're usually deranged Bb F Last week, I realized I crave pity Gm F Eb When I re-tell a story, I make everything sound worse Bb F Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing Gm F Eb And maybe that's the reason every sentence sounds rehearsed Cm F Which is ironic because when I wasn't honest Bb F Gm Cm I was still bein' ignored -Lyin' for attention, just to get neglection- Eb Now we're estranged Chorus: Bb F Gm Things I once enjoyed F Eb Bb Just keep me employed now F Gm Things I'm longing for F Eb Someday, I'll be bored of Cm F Bb F Gm It's so weird Cm Eb That we care so much, until we don't Verse 2: Bb F I'm gettin' older, I've got more on my shoulders Gm F Eb But I'm gettin' better at admitting when I'm wrong Bb F I'm happier than ever, at least, that's my endeavor Gm F Eb To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure Cm F 'Cause to be honest, I just wished the word I promised Bb F Gm Would depend on what I'm givin' -Not on his permission- Cm Eb -Wasn't my decision- To be abused, mm Chorus: Bb F Gm Things I once enjoyed F Eb Bb Just keep me employed now F Gm Things I'm longing for F Eb Someday, I'll be bored of Cm F Bb F Gm It's so weird Cm Eb That we care so much, until we don't Outro: Bb F But next week, I hope I'm somewhere laughin' Gm F Eb For anybody asking, I promise I'll be fine Bb F I've had some trauma, did things I didn't wanna Gm F -nc- Was too afraid to tell ya, but now, I think it's time
