Intro -x2-: | Am | Am | Am | Am | Verse 1: NF Look Am Self-awareness, pride's a coat and yes, I like to wear it Am Buttoned up, don't like to let no air in Am With a pair of gloves, that I hope doesn't perish Am I discovered, though, when I get holes in 'em and I let joy in, I'm in higher spirits Am My mistakes are like a screamin' parrot Am Just repeatin' lyrics, I can barely bear it when I'm lost Road is narrow, I'm lookin' down it like a gun's barrel Am Aren't we all searchin' for the serum that could help us breathe and leave our state of peril? Am All of us have made defensive scarecrows, that we scatter 'round our fields and treat like heroes Am When they scare away the things that we should cherish Am 'Cause we're too embarrassed to admit the fear is that we're lost Yeah, but what does it matter? I get so combative Am Inside of me's a personal canvas, the paint can be splattered Get messy when I start to get rattled The heart of a savage, I'm quiet when I lurk in the shadows Am But somethin' don't add up, I don't wanna be overdramatic But look at the data, it's obvious that humans are fragile Am We tend to get mad at the ones that call us out but the fact is we need someone that'll be honest when we fly off the handle Am I admit I throw a fit when I begin to unravel Keep my wits, been off the grid but now I'm back in the saddle Am My intent is not to rent, I like to own what I value I could sit here on the fence or maybe pick up the paddle Am I like to row against the current, that's the way that I travel Opposite of what the grain does, got the brain of a rebel Am Take initiative, I'm diligent on every level I never could settle, I like to keep my foot on the pedal, yeah Am I'd love to pack arenas and all Bm But what I really wanna do is learn to handle my thoughts C And put the reins on 'em, show 'em I'm the one that's the boss Dm And pull 'em back when they get out of hand, I'm breakin' they jaws Am I'm takin' the flaws, that told me I could never evolve Bm Then pull a Bane on 'em, ask 'em, "Oh, you think you're in charge?" C You oughta know better, ain't no way around it, I'm flawed Dm E The traits that I want, they say I can't afford what it cost Pre-Chorus 1: NF Am But I, manifested this Bm Failing's how you grow and learn your lessons, kids C Take the worst and try to make the best of it Dm 'Cause when you fail, just know it's a test and if Am You can learn to pick yourself back up again Bm And train your brain to not be such a pessimist C It's okay to make mistakes, just don't forget that Dm E Am There's a high road but I skip the exit when I'm lost Chorus: NF Am Yeah Am When I'm lost Am When I'm lost Am When I'm lost Am When I'm lost, lost Verse 2: Hopsin Am Wow, these burdens are heavy And I'm hopin' it don't bury me Am I used to be joyful and skip so merrily But now I'm too cautious and tip toe carefully Am My mind left and it's nowhere to be found Am I a big ol' parody? Am 'Cause it's no fair to me And now I'm at the point where I'm spending a grand a week on hypnotherapy Am Look, I'm tryna wash away my sins I got a group of loved ones that ain't my friends Am And if I ever take an L then they might grin And they all wanna see me stay in the cage I'm in Am So when it come to anybody, there's no trust for no one Man, so what? My whole plan's to go nuts Am My shoulders ready for more shrugs, I'm gon' judge Am Anybody tryna enter my circle with no love -Hol' up- My sanity's gone, I'd rather be torn from this planet they planted me on Am Yes, that's a reward, I'm actually bored with having a sore heart Am It's torn apart from a family that I don't have anymore -Now hol' up- Am I was livin' so oblivious with millions, it really was a pity, huh? -A pity, huh?- It's kinda funny what a penny does, mixed in with a mini buzz -I feel stuck- Am Life's got me by the neck, with a blade against it -What?- Bm Guess I was runnin' late for the train and missed it -What?- C The only thing I feel is pain and vengeance -What?- Dm So I'ma act out like a raging misfit -What?- Am And every Verse I lay gon' stay sadistic -Yeah- Bm You wanna hate me? Good, great, terrific -Good- C You'll never see the day where my anger's dismissed Dm E You better go and change your wishlist 'cause I Pre-Chorus 2: Hopsin & NF Am Yeah, manifested this Bm Do not treat me like some adolescent kid C Dm I am praying to the Lord with the Book of James hopin' he gon' add my testament Am This dark cloud, that's my residence Bm Demons knockin', I don't have to let 'em in C Dm I done made mistakes, day to day, you probably can't relate E Am I just ain't the same when I'm lost Chorus: NF A Yeah Am When I'm lost Am When I'm, when I'm lost Am When I'm lost Am When I'm lost, lost
