Verse 1: C Fmaj7 I can only take a compliment Cmaj7 From a stranger C Fmaj7 Cmaj7 C7 I don't trust the people who are closest to me Am7 To tell the truth Am7 Bb 'Cause what if they're just saving my feelings? Am7 And they pity me Abmaj7 So they just say what's nice Chorus: C G I enjoy abuse Am7 Because if you're mean to me Abmaj7 I can trust you'll tell the truth C G I enjoy abuse Am7 'Cause I feel like I deserve it C7 Do I deserve it? Fmaj7 G Do I deserve it? Verse 2: C Fmaj7 I crave affection constantly Cmaj7 Am7 But then once I get it C Fmaj7 I'll remain unsatisfied Cmaj7 Am7 C7 And there's nothing I can do to fill the hole Am7 Bb That's gaping inside me Am7 That is there because Abmaj7 I have no real self-worth Chorus: C G I enjoy abuse Am7 Because if you're mean to me Abmaj7 I can trust you'll tell the truth C G I enjoy abuse Am7 'Cause I feel like I deserve it C7 Do I deserve it? Fmaj7 G Do I deserve it? Bridge: D5 G F I've had so many friends who've left me on a whim C Am7 Suddenly cut ties for reasons that I can't explain Bb Am7 And yet I end up feeling I'm the one to blame Abmaj7 Ab 'Cause if everybody loved me Am7 I must be doing something wrong, right? Bbm Bb C It's the only thing I think of at night C7 Am F G#maj People shouldn't make the same mistake twice But... C Am F I enjoy abuse
