Verse: Db I've been feeling suicidal and if I need remind you Gb It's not becoming of my heart and my brain Ab I was thinking about how great it would be Gb If I could make the tightness in my chest go away Verse: Db Ab Gb It's been a while since I've seen God and I'm not trying to lead him on Ab Gb But he's always trying to xxxx me to the tune of my favorite song Chorus: Gb Ab And they're playing the 59th sound in heaven Gb While the angels were drinking up whiskey and cokes Ab It's hard to freeze your anxieties Gb Db When your best friends torching your coat, your coat Instrumental -x2-: Db Ab Gb Db Gb Ab Gb Bbm Verse: Db Drop that phone, drink a glass of water Db And call me when you get in your bed Ab I've seen inside your head and I'm doing Db The surgery on the parts that still wish you were dead Bridge 1: Db Bbm Ab 'Cause I've lost too many friends so I'll say it again Db And again and again and again and again and again and again and again Bridge 2: Ab Gb I'm not trying to say it's easy but I'm trying to say it's fine Ab Db Gb I've still got your demons and they're not gonna be leaving any time Gb Db Any time soon Gb Db Any time soon Gb Db Any time soon Gb Db A Bbm Ab Any time soon Ab Eb Gb Db A I'm not trying to say it's easy but I'm trying to say it's fine Outro: Fm Since I was thirteen I've dealt with manic depression and I had a difficult time Fm Eb comprehending the things that I wanted to be and I lived Eb a very happy life and I was turning eighteen and I was doing Eb Fm everything I could to try to make myself feel better but I felt an absence, Fm Gb I felt like I needed to die, I felt like nothing existed and I felt that I wasn't Gb worthwhile to be breathing the same air as the ones I loved and my family, and then it Gb Bbm came to the point where I started losing friends who had the same xxxxing ideas as Bbm A myself but I have to be strong and I have to live my life as a continuation of theirs A Eb lost and I have to do everything in my xxxxing power to be the person that I can be Eb and live my life the best way I xxxxing can and some days it's Gb Db Ab so hard to xxxxing stand and xxxxing stand and xxxxing stand and xxxxing stand
