Verse 1:
Bbm
Tonight the monsters in my head
Ab Gb
Are screaming so damn loud
Bbm
But I built walls so high
Db Gb
So they never even make a sound
Pre-Chorus 1:
Bbm
It's a mask, it's a lie
Ab Gb
It's the only home I've ever known
Ebm
Cause being who I really am
Gb
Has only left me more alone
Chorus:
Bbm Gb Db
I am not okay
Gb Db
And I need you to see it
Bbm Gb Db
I have so much to say
Gb Db
And no one to hear it
Ebm Fm
The reason I keep quiet
Gb
With so much at stake
Ebm Fm
I always feel like a burden
Gb
Let it silence me
Ebm Fm
You'll never understand
Gb
Why its so hard to say
Bbm
I'm not okay
Verse 2:
Bbm Ab
I wish I had a scar, had a bruise on the surface
Gb
Any kind of proof
Bbm Db Gb
That everything I feel is more than just some sad excuse
Bbm
My life's invisible abuse
Ab Fm
I'm either judged or have to hide
Ebm
The only symptom you can see
Gb
Is I don't wanna be alive
Chorus:
Bbm Gb Db
I am not okay
Gb Db
And I need you to see it
Bbm Gb Db
I have so much to say
Gb Db
And no one to hear it
Ebm Fm
The reason I keep quiet
Gb
With so much at stake
Ebm Fm
I always feel like a burden
Gb
Let it silence me
D#n Fm
You'll never understand
Gb
Why its so hard to say
Pre-Chorus 2:
Ab
I'll never have the words
Bbm Gb
I can't explain this hell
Ab
But what if it kills me
Bbm Db
If I keep it to myself
Gb
To myself
Chorus:
Bbm Gb Db
I am not okay
Gb Db
And I need you to see it
Bbm Gb Db
I have so much to say
Gb Db Ebm
And no one to hear it
Db
I'm not okay
Gb
I'm not okay
Db
I'm never safe
Ebm
It's not a phase
Bbm Db
If I finally break
Gb
Would you still stay
Outro:
Bbm
Tonight the monsters in my head
Db Gb
Are screaming so damn loud
