Verse 1:
            Bbm
Tonight the monsters in my head
              Ab       Gb
Are screaming so damn loud
            Bbm
But I built walls so high
        Db                Gb
So they never even make a sound

Pre-chorus 1:
       Bbm
It's a mask, it's a lie
         Ab                  Gb
It's the only home I've ever known
            Ebm
Cause being who I really am
         Gb
Has only left me more alone

Chorus:
Bbm  Gb   Db
I am not okay
      Gb          Db
And I need you to see it
Bbm       Gb      Db
I have so much to say
    Gb        Db
And no one to hear it
Ebm               Fm
The reason I keep quiet
                 Gb
With so much at stake
Ebm                  Fm
I always feel like a burden
               Gb
Let it silence me
Ebm                Fm
You'll never understand
                   Gb
Why its so hard to say
         Bbm
I'm not okay

Verse 2:
               Bbm                       Ab
I wish I had a scar, had a bruise on the surface
            Gb
Any kind of proof
          Bbm                       Db            Gb
That everything I feel is more than just some sad excuse
            Bbm
My life's invisible abuse
           Ab                Fm
I'm either judged or have to hide
          Ebm
The only symptom you can see
           Gb
Is I don't wanna be alive

Chorus:
Bbm  Gb  Db
I am not okay
      Gb          Db
And I need you to see it
Bbm       Gb      Db
I have so much to say
    Gb        Db
And no one to hear it
Ebm               Fm
The reason I keep quiet
                 Gb
With so much at stake
Ebm                  Fm
I always feel like a burden
               Gb
Let it silence me
D#n                Fm
You'll never understand
                   Gb
Why its so hard to say

Pre-chorus 2:
           Ab
I'll never have the words
  Bbm                Gb
I can't explain this hell
               Ab
But what if it kills me
     Bbm         Db
If I keep it to myself
    Gb
To myself

Chorus:
Bbm  Gb  Db
I am not okay
      Gb          Db
And I need you to see it
Bbm       Gb      Db
I have so much to say
    Gb        Db       Ebm
And no one to hear it
         Db
I'm not okay
         Gb
I'm not okay
          Db
I'm never safe
           Ebm
It's not a phase
     Bbm     Db
If I finally break
                Gb
Would you still stay

Outro:
            Bbm
Tonight the monsters in my head
              Db      Gb
Are screaming so damn loud
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