Verse 1:
E
I'm just waiting for things to get better
B
But it's been so long I can't remember
Abm
What it feels like
Gb
To feel alive


E               B
Blood drops on the bathroom floor
Abm                   Gb
Clean it up and then bleed some more
 E                        B
Sometimes I wish I didn't wake up that day
Abm                     E
If I just kept sleeping it would be okay

Pre-chorus:
 E          B
But I know wounds will heal
Abm                          Gb
But it's hard for me to tell what's fake and what's real
E                      B
Sometimes I even think that I died that day
 Abm                         Gb
And I'm imagining my life and it's stuck on replay

Chorus:
E                  B
If this is heaven, what the hell is hell?
Abm                     Gb
What's the difference?  I really can't tell
E                         B
I'm burning in the flames of my own despair
Abm                         Gb
With my thoughts as gasoline I cannot be repaired


E          B
And I know wounds will heal
Abm                      Gb
But it's hard for me to tell what's fake and what's real
E                    B
Sometimes I wish I didn't wake up that day
Abm                    Gb
If I just kept sleeping I would be okay

Refrain:
 E                  B
And I know (You don't have to tell me)
 Abm                  Gb
Cause I know (You're better off without me)
 E         B
And I know it will be okay
 Abm          Gb
Just counting the days
 E        B
Counting the days
 Abm      Gb
Counting the days


E                           B
Your words mean nothing to me 'cause I've heard them
Abm                         Gb
Your words mean nothing to me, I don't deserve them
E                   B
You only say what you have to say
Abm                 Gb
You say, you say, you say it, you say it

Just to say it

Chorus:
E                  B
If this is heaven, what the hell is hell?
Abm                      Gb
What's the difference?  It's hard to tell
E                  B
I'm burning in the flames of my despair
Abm                         Gb
With my thoughts as gasoline I cannot be repaired
 E                         B
Your words mean nothing to me 'cause I've heard them
Abm                            Gb
Your words mean nothing to me, I don't deserve them
E                B
You only say what you have to say
Abm                    Gb
You say, you say, you say it, you say it

Just to say it

Refrain:
E          B
And I know (You don't have to tell me)
Abm            Gb
Cause I know (You're better off without me)
E           B
And I know it will be okay
 Abm          Gb
Just counting the days
E         B
Counting the days
Abm       Gb
Counting the days


E                              B
Your words mean nothing to me 'cause I've heard them
 Abm                           Gb
Your words mean nothing to me, I don't deserve them
E          B
But I know I'll be okay
 Abm           Gb
Just counting the days

Counting the days, counting the days
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