Verse 1:
D
My double vision
        G                        A
Is only amplifyin' everythin' he isn't
D           G                                     A
'Til I feel less attached and bored to death, but listen
D             G                               D        G
It's no one's fault, it's just my terrible condition, mm
              A
And I've been thinkin'
D         G                                   A
If I move out this year, I'll feel my parents slippin'
D        G                                A
Away and also, I'm just scared of that commitment
D        G                                          A         D  G
I really think sometimes there's somethin' that I'm missin', mm

Chorus:
D
Oh, I know
             Bm
Spiralin' is miserable
                  Em
I should probably go back home
                   A
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
    D
And oh, I hope
            Bm
I wake up invisible
               Em
I'd be someone no one knows
                 A
I guess I'm just difficult

Verse 2:
             D
To name this feelin'
             G                                       A
Would take a hundred thousand years, some kind of grievin'
D        G                              A
But over what I never had, so I've been speakin'
D     G                           A        D   G
To my therapist, I call her every weekend, mm
           A
I meant to tell you
D        G                                A
How I've hated how we left things when it fell through
D               G                               A
'Cause you were everythin' to me, where did you run to?
D      G                                  A         D   G
Was it somethin' that I said that colored you blue? Mm

Chorus:
D
Oh, I know
             Bm
Spiralin' is miserable
                  Em
I should probably go back home
                   A
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
    D
And oh, I hope
            Bm
I wake up invisible
               Em
I'd be someone no one knows
                 A
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult


Post-Chorus:
A  D         G
   Difficult
  A
I
D         G
Difficult

Bridge:
          A
I've been drinkin'
D           G                           A
And stayin' up too late, relivin' bad decisions
D           G                               A
I thought eventually, my ranting here would fix it
D        G                                          A        D   G
I really think sometimes there's somethin' that I'm missin' -Mm-

Chorus:
D
Oh, I know
             Bm
Spiralin' is miserable
                  Em
I should probably go back home
                   A
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
    D
And oh, I hope
            Bm
I wake up invisible
               Em
I'd be someone no one knows
                 A
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
D
Oh, I know
             Bm
Spiralin' is miserable
                  Em
I should probably go back home
                   A
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
    D
And oh, I hope
            Bm
I wake up invisible
               Em
I'd be someone no one knows
                 A
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult