Intro: Cm Ab Eb Bb Verse: Cm Open blinds, but I can't find my way around Ab I owe it to myself, I got a lot to figure out Eb Got a knot in my belly, are you sure it's supposed to help me? Bb It's been long enough to feel it, can you feel it? Chorus: Cm Aren't I supposed to feel it now? Cm Tell me what you're thinking Ab I don't wanna have to shout Eb Feel the heavy breathing, on my chest and in my mouth Eb Got two hands around my heart Bb I don't wanna see myself burning Bridges when I'm down -Hold up, watch my xxxx- Verse: Continued: Cm I'm falling Ab Wondering how to spend my million hours while you're calling Ab Throwback to my bedroom with no colors Eb My apartment; got no AC in my room Bb Shoutout Verlaine and Rimbaud Bb You know what he's gonna do Chorus: Cm Aren't I supposed to feel it now? Cm Tell me what you're thinking Ab I don't wanna have to shout Eb Feel the heavy breathing, on my chest and in my mouth Eb Got two hands around my heart Bb I don't wanna see myself burning Bridges when I'm down -Hold up, watch my xxxx- Pre-Chorus: Cm I'm falling through the corridors Cm Used to the broken flooring Ab "Sorry", I'm not sorry for Ab What? I excuse myself from pouring Eb Lies straight out my chest, my mess, hardly could even tell a story Bb Lose me at my best Bb My next project might be the one that shoots me -Up, up, up, up- Chorus: Ab Eb Bb Then the stars in the sky light my bedroom Cm Ab Flashing words on the walls and my head too Eb Bb I'm alive but I can't live without you Bb Can't live without you Ab Eb Bb And the thoughts in my head run in circles Cm Ab And the sheets on my bed turn to purple Eb Bb I'm alone but I know that I won't do nothing to hold you back -Back- Post-Chorus: Ab Eb Bb Cm -Oh, oh, oh, oh- Nothing to hold you back -Back- Ab Eb Bb -Oh, oh, oh, oh- Nothing to hold you back -Back- Skit: Ab Berlin! Eb Bb Cm We got so much better Ab So from the bottom of my heart Eb Bb Thank you guys so much for coming out tonight! Seriously, thank you!: Outro: Ab Eb -I-I-I-I- I just wanna go to sleep, but I don't know how to keep Bb Cm Separated from my thoughts, it's become a part of me Ab Eb If I'm alive at 24, my life is a dichotomy Bb I don't know what I wanna be, nobody better bother me Ab I'm sleep deprived and suicidal Eb Thinking 'bout a lot of things Bb I know it's in my mind but Cm Sometimes it's just kinda hard to see Ab Eb Nobody really gives a xxxx, it took a bit of time for me Bb To realize I don't wanna be Bb I really didn't wanna be
