Intro: A D E D

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In my mind
                 D 
In a future five years from now
     E
I'm 120 pounds
      D
And I never get hungover
         A                       D
Because I will be the picture of discipline
                   E
Never minding what state I'm in
       D
And be someone I admire
         E                                 D
And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now
       E
But it does not seem to have happened
           D                     E
Maybe I've just forgotten how, to see
             D                                     A
That I'm not exactly the person that I thought I'd be


         A
And in my mind
               D
In the faraway here and now
                    E
I've become in control somehow
      D
And I never lose my wallet
        A                        D
Because I will be the picture of discipline
                 E
Never xxxxing up anything
              D
And I'll be a good defensive driver
         E                                 D
And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now
       E
But it does not seem to have happened
           D                     E
Maybe I've just forgotten how, to see
          D                                       A
That I'll never be the person that I thought I'd be


         A
And in my mind
         D
When I'm old, I am beautiful
                    E
Planting tulips and vegetables
             D
Which I will mindfully watch over --
             A
Not like me, now
                 D
I'm so busy with everything
                     E
That I don't look at anything
                 D               
But I'm sure I'll look when I am older
         E                                D
And it's funny how I imagine that I could be that person now
                      E                                         D
But that's not what I want, if that's what I wanted then I'd be giving up somehow
               E                             D                             A
How strange to see ---- that I don't want to be the person that I want to be


          A
And in my mind
             D
I imagine so many things
                          E
Things that aren't really happening
              D                                                                      
And when they put me in the ground, 
                        A                       D
I'll start pounding the lid,  Saying "I haven't finished yet –
                 E
I still have a tattoo to get
               D
That says 'I'm living in the moment'."
         E                                 D
And it's funny how I imagined that I could win this winless fight
             E                                   D
But maybe it isn't all that funny that I've been fighting all my life
            E                             D
But maybe I have to think it's funny if I wanna live before I die
              E                              D
And maybe it's funniest of all to think I'll die before I actually see
          D                                  A
That I am exactly the person that I want to be