Intro: Bb  Dm  C

Verse 1:
            Bb                                  Dm
I have this paralyzing fear that I'll maybe go nowhere
           C                                C
But God forbid me ever admitting I could be scared
            Bb                                             Dm
And I can't stand my friends right now, we got nothing in common
          C                                                  C
But being lonely's worse than just having friends that don't care

Pre-Chorus:
            Bb                    Dm
You said it looks like I've been going through hell
C                 C
How did you know? How could you tell?
Bb            Dm         C      -nc-
Ask me to explain myself, well

Chorus:
              Bb                        Dm
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
            C                      C
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
              Bb                                Dm
a foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick
              C                       -nc-
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic

Verse 2:
            Bb                                Dm
Don't wanna say it but I really think that I miss him
              C                                          C
It might seem stupid but I still look through all of our texts
              Bb                                       Dm
Who knew that wanting someonе could ever make mе this desperate
                         C         C
Don't think I'll do that again, no

Pre-Chorus:
            Bb                    Dm
You said it looks like I've been going through hell
C                 C
How did you know? How could you tell?
    Bb            Dm         C        -nc-
You ask me to explain myself, well

Chorus:
              Bb                        Dm
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
            C                      C
Nobody said changing would be this exhausting
              Bb                                Dm
a foot on the break 'cause it's been making me carsick
              C                       -nc-
How could you blame me? Growing up is chaotic

Bridge:
   Gm                               Bb
And maybe I'm just blowing all this xxxx up in my head
Dm                  F
But I can't help it, no, I can't help it
Gm                                Bb
Fooling myself thinking that I'll never love again
Dm                 F
God damn I felt it, I really felt it
    Gm                              Bb
And maybe I'm just blowing all this xxxx up in my head
Dm                  F
But I can't help it, no, I can't help it
Gm                                 Bb
Spending too much time on things I know that I'll forget
Dm                 C
But damn I felt it

Outro:
              Bb                        Dm
I'm trying my best here to be brutally honest
            C
Nobody said changing could be this exhausting
              Bb                           Dm
a foot on the break 'cause it's making me carsick
              A          -nc-
How could you blame me?