Intro: Ab Db Ab Db 

Verse:
         Ab
I won't hold my tongue. 
                     Db
I'm not okay without you here. 
                Ab
I guess what's done is done. 
                               Db
I just feel so exposed without you near.


Bbm                                Db
   And I won't say that I'm okay, 
Bbm
   'Cause you taught me not to lie, 
                                   Db   Eb
So know that I'll miss you everyday.

Pre-Chorus:
            Ab
You always taught me to be good, 

And always do my best to be selfless 
       Db
But I know that God is holding you 

And I am so damn jealous, 
         Bbm
'Cause I miss your arms around me 

And the way you make me laugh. 
         Eb
Now I'm stuck inside this prison that says 

You're never coming back. 

Chorus:
         Ab
So I'm sitting in my room 

As I try to write this song. 
        Db
I'm so sorry that it's not good enough. 

It's just that everything seems wrong,
           Bbm
And I keep bursting into tears 

Because the pain won't go away, 
             Eb
Because the father took my best friend 

And said she cannot come out to play
         Ab   Db   Ab   Db
Anymore.

Pre-Chorus:
         Ab
I won't hold my tongue. 
                     Db
I'm not okay without you here.
         Ab
I won't hold my tongue. 
                     Db
I'm not okay without you here.
         Ab
I won't hold my tongue. 
                     Db
I'm not okay without you here.

Verse:
                Ab
I guess what's done is done. 
                               Db
I just feel so exposed without you near.

Bbm                                Db
   And I won't say that I'm okay, 
Bbm
   'Cause you taught me not to lie, 
                                    Db   Eb
So know that I'll miss you everyday.

Pre-Chorus:
            Ab
You always taught me to be good, 

And always do my best to be selfless 
       Db
But I know that God is holding you 

And I am so damn jealous, 
         Bbm
'Cause I miss your arms around me 

And the way you make me laugh. 
             Eb
And now I'm stuck inside this prison that says 

You're never coming back. 

Chorus:
             Ab
And now I'm sitting in my room 

As I try to write this song. 
        Db
I'm so sorry that it's not good enough. 

It's just that everything seems wrong,
           Bbm
But I will try my best to be good

So I can pay my way, 
           Eb
Straight through the pearly gates 
          
Into your arms so we can play
      Ab
Once more.

Outro:
Ab
Grandma, Uh, I love God with all my heart 
    Db
And uh, The only reason that isn't 
                                   Ab
Stated in my life is because of you

And I really don't understand it God

That you Introduced me to 
                                
What would take you away so fast
    Db
When you were the only person

That ever understood a thing I ever said

And I really don't understand 
                              Ab
How to deal with this anymore
   
And, I'm just really not okay with this
   Db
And I miss you and I understand you're in heaven
                              Ab
But I don't want to be selfish 

I don't want you to be in heaven

I want you to be back down here

I don't want you to be there
                      Db
I want you to be here

What am I supposed to do now
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That's all I'm asking