Chorus:
Gbm
Girl, I hope you understand
 D
I wanted to hold your hand
            A                               Db7
But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
   Gbm
And   you knew I fell for you but you
D
 Just broke my heart in two
          A
I was sad, mad and broken on my bed
Db7
Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head

Verse 1:
      Gbm
I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med
           D
When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead
           A
And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat
          Db7
I said, I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again
      Gbm
So instead I took my pen and started writing evidence
           D
And when I started making sense

I found that I had reached the end
          A
Oh, I'm upset, I have no friends

You wanna bet you're just pretend?
              Db7
You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing

You're not xxxx

Verse 2:
  Gbm                               D
I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways, I swear I did
         A                                Dbm7              Db7
I said I talked to people 'bout the problematic life I lived
             Gbm
They were my neighbors, razor blades
              D
And different flavored pills I hate
              A
Therefore I'm not sure, leave my last straw
       Dbm7               Db7
I'm so glad, stuck in the past, I said that

Chorus:
Gbm
Girl, I hope you understand
 D
I wanted to hold your hand
            A                               Dbm7 Db7
But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
   Gbm
And   so far I never held you with my arms
D
 So it's hard to be the one you aren't
A
With instead filled with anxiety
Dbm7                     Db7
Always was a part of me, guess I'm not cut out to be

Verse 3:
    Gbm
Somebody 'cause it's not me
                                        D
I'm not used to all the talk, it was an Introvert

That had converted feelings in the writing
        A
Used to cope with all my problems

Using notes and lots of rhyming
        Db7
Used to hope for better days whenever

That's 'bout make me crying
        Gbm
I'm not lying when I say that I would rather daily go back
       D
To the times I would try be the guy the people know
      A
I was fighting with the demons hiding far beyond my eyelids
      Db7
On an island full of violence in my head that I could pilot

Verse 4:
Gbm                                     D
Oh, the sun don't shine, the skies turn gray
                                A
I'm feeling coursing through my veins
                          Dbm7                 Db7
I said before I'm not okay    But you don't lis
          Gbm
ten anyway
                                 D
You know I tried, you turned away
                                  A
Straight out loud right to my face
                                 Dbm7                   Db7
You xxxxed my life, ruined my day    But you don't know,

so I'll say

Bridge:
Gbm                              D
   Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did
A                            Dbm7             Db7
 Nobody cares, you lied, it's    no fair, you still deny it
Gbm                              D
   Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did
A                            Dbm7             Db7
 Nobody cares, you lied, it's    no fair, you still deny it

Chorus:
Gbm
Girl, I hope you understand
 D
I wanted to hold your hand
            A                               Db7
But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
   Gbm
And   too bad I know I can't wake up
          D
Because I lost my weight and you don't give a xxxx
      A                                  Dbm7
G#out me, this could be a dream, I can't see
                    Db7
The things that you see, so please, oh
Gbm
Girl, I hope you understand
 D
I wanted to hold your hand
            A                               Db7
But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
   Gbm
And   you know I'll play along you
D
 In my home I wrote you songs
               A
And now you're dead to me effectively
  Db7
Removed yourself outside my dream