Chorus: Fleurie Bbm Insidious is blind inception Gb What's reality with all these questions? Ebm Gb Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in Ab Slept in Bbm Broken legs, but I chase perfection Gb These walls are my blank expression Ebm My mind is a home I'm trapped in Gb Ab And it's lonely inside this mansion Interlude: Bbm Gb Ebm Gb Ab Verse 1: NF Bbm Yo, my mind is a house with walls, covered in lyrics Gb They're all over the place, there's songs in the mirrors Ebm Written all over the floors, all over the chairs Gb Ab And you get the uncut version of life when I go downstairs Bbm That's where I write when I'm in a bad place and need to release Gb And let out the version of NF you don't wanna see Ebm I put holes in the walls with both of my fists till they bleed Gb Ab You might get a glimpse of how I cope with all this anger in me Bbm Physically abused, now that's the room that I don't wanna be in Gb That picture ain't blurry at all, I just don't wanna see it Ebm And these walls ain't blank, I just think I don't wanna see 'em Gb Ab But why not? I'm in here, so I might as well read 'em Bbm I gotta thank you for this anger that I carry around Gb Wish I could take a match and burn this whole room to the ground Ebm Matter of fact, I think I'ma burn this room right now Gb Ab Somehow, this memory, for some reason, just won't burn down Bbm You used to put me in the corner, so you could see the fear in my eyes Gb Then took me downstairs and beat me till I screamed and I cried Ebm Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind Gb Ab But I'ma keep the door shut and lock the lyrics inside Chorus: Fleurie Bbm Insidious is blind inception Gb What's reality with all these questions? Ebm Gb Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in Ab And slept in Bbm Broken legs, but I chase perfection Gb These walls are my blank expression Ebm My mind is a home I'm trapped in Gb Ab And it's lonely inside this mansion, inside this mansion Verse 2: NF Bbm Yo, my mind is a house with walls, covered in pain Gb See, my problem is, I don't fix things, I just try to repaint Ebm Cover 'em up, like it never happened, say, "I wish I could change" Gb Ab Are you confused? Come upstairs and I'll show you what I mean Bbm This room's full of regrets, it just keeps getting fuller, it seems Gb The moment I walk into it's the same moment that I wanna leave Ebm I get sick to my stomach every time I look at these things Gb Ab But it's hard to look past when this is the room where I sleep Bbm I look around, one of the worst things I wrote on these walls Gb Was the moment I realized that I was losing my mom Ebm One of the first things I wrote was, "I wish I woulda called" Gb Ab But I should just stop now, we ain't got enough room in this song Bbm And I regret the fact that I struggled trying to find who I am Gb And I lie to myself and say I do the best that I can Ebm Shrug it off like it ain't nothing, like it's out of my hands Gb Ab Then get ticked off whenever I see it affecting my plans Bbm And I regret watchin' these trust issues eat me alive Gb And at the rate I'm goin', they'll probably still be there when I die Ebm Congratulations, you'll always have a room in my mind Gb Ab The question is, will I ever clean the walls off in time? Chorus: Fleurie Bbm Insidious is blind inception Gb What's reality with all these questions? Ebm Gb Feels like I missed my alarm and slept in Ab And slept in Bbm Broken legs, but I chase perfection Gb These walls are my blank expression Ebm My mind is a home I'm trapped in Gb Ab And it's lonely inside this mansion, inside this mansion Verse 3: NF Bbm So this part of my house, no one's been in it for years Gb I built a safe room and I don't let no one in there Ebm 'Cause if I do, there's a chance that they might disappear Gb Ab And not come back, and I admit, I am emotionally scared Bbm To let anyone inside, so I just leave my doors locked Gb You might get other doors to open up, but this door's not Ebm 'Cause I don't want you to have the opportunity to hurt me Gb Ab And I'll be the only person that I can blame when you desert me Bbm I'm barricaded inside, so stop watchin' Gb I'm not coming to the door, so stop knockin', stop knockin' Ebm I'm trapped here, God keeps saying I'm not locked in Gb Ab I chose this, I am lost in my own conscience Bbm I know that shuttin' the world out ain't solvin' the problem Gb But I didn't build this house because I thought it would solve 'em Ebm I built it because I thought that it was safer in there Gb Ab But it's not, I'm not the only thing that's livin' in here Bbm Fear came to my house years ago, I let him in Gb Maybe that's the problem, 'cause I've been dealing with this ever since Ebm I thought that he would leave, but it's obvious, he never did Gb Ab He must have picked a room and got comfortable and settled in Bbm Now I'm in a position, it's either sit here and let 'em win Gb Or put him back outside where he came from, but I never can Ebm 'Cause in order to do that, I'd have to open the doors Gb Ab Is that me or the fear talking? I don't know anymore Outro: NF & Fleurie Bbm Gb Ebm Eb Ab It's lonely Inside -inside-, inside -inside- It's lonely -it's lonely- Oh, yeah, it's loney Inside this mansion
