Intro: F

Verse 1:
F
 How long have I got
Bb
 In the hot light till the shine rusts
C                              Bb
I've been thinking through the hard stuff

Over light drugs like every night
F
No, you don't need to come over
Bb
'Cause I'd crowd please and I'm tired
C                     Bb
Slowly morphed into a poser

Barely know her anymore

Pre-chorus:
Dm     C                     Bb
  Do I look high functioning or is my facade crumbling?
Dm            C                  Bb
No, God don't actually answer me Caroline

Chorus:
F              Bb
 But oh, well, look at my life
Dm                          C
Bet you can't tell but it's kind of a bad time
F             Bb
 A new spiral every night
Dm                   C
Bawling my eyes out, no, but I'm so fine
F                   Bb
 Yeah, I might just shut up and drive
Dm                     C
Hope I don't crash and blow out the headlights
F             Bb
 My nightmare actualized
Dm                 C
Got what I wanted, it doesn't sit right

Verse 2:
F
 I just got to the party
Bb
 With the big shots and the barbies
C                       Bb
Empty talk and talk and talk until my ears bleed
               F
He's holding a pill, he thinks that I should take one
Bb
 But I'll raise him to the whole bunch
C                                Bb
 I'm kidding, God, he thinks I'm stupid

What a gut punch but then we go

Pre-chorus:
Dm          C
  Downtown, there's no medicine
Bb
I'd spit out if it promises
Dm           C                     Bb
Slowing down voices, don't want to hear a sound

Chorus:
F              Bb
 But oh, well, look at my life
Dm                          C
Bet you can't tell but it's kind of a bad time
F             Bb
 A new spiral every night
Dm                   C
Bawling my eyes out, no, but I'm so fine
F                   Bb
 Yeah, I might just shut up and drive
Dm                     C
Hope I don't crash and blow out the headlights
F             Bb
 My nightmare actualized
Dm               C
Got what I, what I

Bridge:
F          Bb
Maybe if I smile enough
     Dm            C
I'll get away with giving up
     F               Bb
I'll move across the country
        Dm                C
Just to judge myself like just as much
   F                  Bb
As I do you, when I'm sitting there
  Dm                 C
I miss my friends, I disappeared
    F                Bb
And haven't seen 'em in a year
    Dm             C
Oh, God, what am I doing here?

Chorus:
F              Bb
 But oh, well, look at my life
Dm                          C
Bet you can't tell but it's kind of a bad time
F             Bb
 A new spiral every night
Dm                   C
Bawling my eyes out, no, but I'm so fine
F                   Bb
 Yeah, I might just shut up and drive
Dm                     C
Hope I don't crash and blow out the headlights
F             Bb
 My nightmare actualized
Dm                 C
Got what I wanted, it doesn't sit right

Outro: F Bb

  Dm                 C                    Bb F
I got what I wanted, it doesn't sit right
Dm                 C                    F
Got what I wanted, it doesn't sit right
 Dit arrangement is de eigen interpretatie van de inzender, gedeeld voor privéstudie, educatie en niet-commercieel gebruik. Het onderliggende nummer, de songtekst en de muziek blijven eigendom van hun rechthebbenden. Om verwijdering aan te vragen, zie Juridische verklaring.