Intro: E A B A

E 
In my mind
                 A 
In a future five years from now
     B
I'm 120 pounds
      A
And I never get hungover
         E                       A
Because I will be the picture of discipline
                   B
Never minding what state I'm in
       A
And be someone I admire
         B                                 A
And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now
       B
But it does not seem to have happened
           A                     B
Maybe I've just forgotten how, to see
             A                                     E
That I'm not exactly the person that I thought I'd be


         E
And in my mind
               A
In the faraway here and now
                    B
I've become in control somehow
      A
And I never lose my wallet
        E                        A
Because I will be the picture of discipline
                 B
Never xxxxing up anything
              A
And I'll be a good defensive driver
         B                                 A
And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now
       B
But it does not seem to have happened
           A                     B
Maybe I've just forgotten how, to see
          A                                       E
That I'll never be the person that I thought I'd be


         E
And in my mind
         A
When I'm old, I am beautiful
                    B
Planting tulips and vegetables
             A
Which I will mindfully watch over --
             E
Not like me, now
                 A
I'm so busy with everything
                     B
That I don't look at anything
                 A               
But I'm sure I'll look when I am older
         B                                A
And it's funny how I imagine that I could be that person now
                      B                                         A
But that's not what I want, if that's what I wanted then I'd be giving up somehow
               B                             A                             E
How strange to see ---- that I don't want to be the person that I want to be


          E
And in my mind
             A
I imagine so many things
                          B
Things that aren't really happening
              A                                                                      
And when they put me in the ground, 
                        E                       A
I'll start pounding the lid,  Saying "I haven't finished yet –
                 B
I still have a tattoo to get
               A
That says 'I'm living in the moment'."
         B                                 A
And it's funny how I imagined that I could win this winless fight
             B                                   A
But maybe it isn't all that funny that I've been fighting all my life
            B                             A
But maybe I have to think it's funny if I wanna live before I die
              B                              A
And maybe it's funniest of all to think I'll die before I actually see
          A                                  E
That I am exactly the person that I want to be