Intro: F Bb C Bb

F 
In my mind
                 Bb 
In a future five years from now
     C
I'm 120 pounds
      Bb
And I never get hungover
         F                       Bb
Because I will be the picture of discipline
                   C
Never minding what state I'm in
       Bb
And be someone I admire
         C                                 Bb
And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now
       C
But it does not seem to have happened
           Bb                     C
Maybe I've just forgotten how, to see
             Bb                                     F
That I'm not exactly the person that I thought I'd be


         F
And in my mind
               Bb
In the faraway here and now
                    C
I've become in control somehow
      Bb
And I never lose my wallet
        F                        Bb
Because I will be the picture of discipline
                 C
Never xxxxing up anything
              Bb
And I'll be a good defensive driver
         C                                 Bb
And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now
       C
But it does not seem to have happened
           Bb                     C
Maybe I've just forgotten how, to see
          Bb                                       F
That I'll never be the person that I thought I'd be


         F
And in my mind
         Bb
When I'm old, I am beautiful
                    C
Planting tulips and vegetables
             Bb
Which I will mindfully watch over --
             F
Not like me, now
                 Bb
I'm so busy with everything
                     C
That I don't look at anything
                 Bb               
But I'm sure I'll look when I am older
         C                                Bb
And it's funny how I imagine that I could be that person now
                      C                                         Bb
But that's not what I want, if that's what I wanted then I'd be giving up somehow
               C                             Bb                             F
How strange to see ---- that I don't want to be the person that I want to be


          F
And in my mind
             Bb
I imagine so many things
                          C
Things that aren't really happening
              Bb                                                                      
And when they put me in the ground, 
                        F                       Bb
I'll start pounding the lid,  Saying "I haven't finished yet –
                 C
I still have a tattoo to get
               Bb
That says 'I'm living in the moment'."
         C                                 Bb
And it's funny how I imagined that I could win this winless fight
             C                                   Bb
But maybe it isn't all that funny that I've been fighting all my life
            C                             Bb
But maybe I have to think it's funny if I wanna live before I die
              C                              Bb
And maybe it's funniest of all to think I'll die before I actually see
          Bb                                  F
That I am exactly the person that I want to be