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Gb 
In my mind
                 B 
In a future five years from now
     Db
I'm 120 pounds
      B
And I never get hungover
         Gb                       B
Because I will be the picture of discipline
                   Db
Never minding what state I'm in
       B
And be someone I admire
         Db                                 B
And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now
       Db
But it does not seem to have happened
           B                     Db
Maybe I've just forgotten how, to see
             B                                     Gb
That I'm not exactly the person that I thought I'd be


         Gb
And in my mind
               B
In the faraway here and now
                    Db
I've become in control somehow
      B
And I never lose my wallet
        Gb                        B
Because I will be the picture of discipline
                 Db
Never xxxxing up anything
              B
And I'll be a good defensive driver
         Db                                 B
And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now
       Db
But it does not seem to have happened
           B                     Db
Maybe I've just forgotten how, to see
          B                                       Gb
That I'll never be the person that I thought I'd be


         Gb
And in my mind
         B
When I'm old, I am beautiful
                    Db
Planting tulips and vegetables
             B
Which I will mindfully watch over --
             Gb
Not like me, now
                 B
I'm so busy with everything
                     Db
That I don't look at anything
                 B               
But I'm sure I'll look when I am older
         Db                                B
And it's funny how I imagine that I could be that person now
                      Db                                         B
But that's not what I want, if that's what I wanted then I'd be giving up somehow
               Db                             B                             Gb
How strange to see ---- that I don't want to be the person that I want to be


          Gb
And in my mind
             B
I imagine so many things
                          Db
Things that aren't really happening
              B                                                                      
And when they put me in the ground, 
                        Gb                       B
I'll start pounding the lid,  Saying "I haven't finished yet –
                 Db
I still have a tattoo to get
               B
That says 'I'm living in the moment'."
         Db                                 B
And it's funny how I imagined that I could win this winless fight
             Db                                   B
But maybe it isn't all that funny that I've been fighting all my life
            Db                             B
But maybe I have to think it's funny if I wanna live before I die
              Db                              B
And maybe it's funniest of all to think I'll die before I actually see
          B                                  Gb
That I am exactly the person that I want to be