Intro: B E Gb E

B 
In my mind
                 E 
In a future five years from now
     Gb
I'm 120 pounds
      E
And I never get hungover
         B                       E
Because I will be the picture of discipline
                   Gb
Never minding what state I'm in
       E
And be someone I admire
         Gb                                 E
And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now
       Gb
But it does not seem to have happened
           E                     Gb
Maybe I've just forgotten how, to see
             E                                     B
That I'm not exactly the person that I thought I'd be


         B
And in my mind
               E
In the faraway here and now
                    Gb
I've become in control somehow
      E
And I never lose my wallet
        B                        E
Because I will be the picture of discipline
                 Gb
Never xxxxing up anything
              E
And I'll be a good defensive driver
         Gb                                 E
And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now
       Gb
But it does not seem to have happened
           E                     Gb
Maybe I've just forgotten how, to see
          E                                       B
That I'll never be the person that I thought I'd be


         B
And in my mind
         E
When I'm old, I am beautiful
                    Gb
Planting tulips and vegetables
             E
Which I will mindfully watch over --
             B
Not like me, now
                 E
I'm so busy with everything
                     Gb
That I don't look at anything
                 E               
But I'm sure I'll look when I am older
         Gb                                E
And it's funny how I imagine that I could be that person now
                      Gb                                         E
But that's not what I want, if that's what I wanted then I'd be giving up somehow
               Gb                             E                             B
How strange to see ---- that I don't want to be the person that I want to be


          B
And in my mind
             E
I imagine so many things
                          Gb
Things that aren't really happening
              E                                                                      
And when they put me in the ground, 
                        B                       E
I'll start pounding the lid,  Saying "I haven't finished yet –
                 Gb
I still have a tattoo to get
               E
That says 'I'm living in the moment'."
         Gb                                 E
And it's funny how I imagined that I could win this winless fight
             Gb                                   E
But maybe it isn't all that funny that I've been fighting all my life
            Gb                             E
But maybe I have to think it's funny if I wanna live before I die
              Gb                              E
And maybe it's funniest of all to think I'll die before I actually see
          E                                  B
That I am exactly the person that I want to be