Intro: Bb Eb F Eb Bb In my mind Eb In a future five years from now F I'm 120 pounds Eb And I never get hungover Bb Eb Because I will be the picture of discipline F Never minding what state I'm in Eb And be someone I admire F Eb And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now F But it does not seem to have happened Eb F Maybe I've just forgotten how, to see Eb Bb That I'm not exactly the person that I thought I'd be Bb And in my mind Eb In the faraway here and now F I've become in control somehow Eb And I never lose my wallet Bb Eb Because I will be the picture of discipline F Never xxxxing up anything Eb And I'll be a good defensive driver F Eb And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now F But it does not seem to have happened Eb F Maybe I've just forgotten how, to see Eb Bb That I'll never be the person that I thought I'd be Bb And in my mind Eb When I'm old, I am beautiful F Planting tulips and vegetables Eb Which I will mindfully watch over -- Bb Not like me, now Eb I'm so busy with everything F That I don't look at anything Eb But I'm sure I'll look when I am older F Eb And it's funny how I imagine that I could be that person now F Eb But that's not what I want, if that's what I wanted then I'd be giving up somehow F Eb Bb How strange to see ---- that I don't want to be the person that I want to be Bb And in my mind Eb I imagine so many things F Things that aren't really happening Eb And when they put me in the ground, Bb Eb I'll start pounding the lid, Saying "I haven't finished yet – F I still have a tattoo to get Eb That says 'I'm living in the moment'." F Eb And it's funny how I imagined that I could win this winless fight F Eb But maybe it isn't all that funny that I've been fighting all my life F Eb But maybe I have to think it's funny if I wanna live before I die F Eb And maybe it's funniest of all to think I'll die before I actually see Eb Bb That I am exactly the person that I want to be
