Intro: Ab Db Eb Db Ab In my mind Db In a future five years from now Eb I'm 120 pounds Db And I never get hungover Ab Db Because I will be the picture of discipline Eb Never minding what state I'm in Db And be someone I admire Eb Db And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now Eb But it does not seem to have happened Db Eb Maybe I've just forgotten how, to see Db Ab That I'm not exactly the person that I thought I'd be Ab And in my mind Db In the faraway here and now Eb I've become in control somehow Db And I never lose my wallet Ab Db Because I will be the picture of discipline Eb Never xxxxing up anything Db And I'll be a good defensive driver Eb Db And it's funny how I imagined that I would be that person now Eb But it does not seem to have happened Db Eb Maybe I've just forgotten how, to see Db Ab That I'll never be the person that I thought I'd be Ab And in my mind Db When I'm old, I am beautiful Eb Planting tulips and vegetables Db Which I will mindfully watch over -- Ab Not like me, now Db I'm so busy with everything Eb That I don't look at anything Db But I'm sure I'll look when I am older Eb Db And it's funny how I imagine that I could be that person now Eb Db But that's not what I want, if that's what I wanted then I'd be giving up somehow Eb Db Ab How strange to see ---- that I don't want to be the person that I want to be Ab And in my mind Db I imagine so many things Eb Things that aren't really happening Db And when they put me in the ground, Ab Db I'll start pounding the lid, Saying "I haven't finished yet – Eb I still have a tattoo to get Db That says 'I'm living in the moment'." Eb Db And it's funny how I imagined that I could win this winless fight Eb Db But maybe it isn't all that funny that I've been fighting all my life Eb Db But maybe I have to think it's funny if I wanna live before I die Eb Db And maybe it's funniest of all to think I'll die before I actually see Db Ab That I am exactly the person that I want to be
